Oh god. I am so lost. I loved that boy with al my heart and all my soul, and he is gone, and there is nothing I can do about it.
I couldnt move it, I couldnt change it -
And I wonder what must be wrong with me... with my bad choices, fucked up decidisons, fate, the universe, everything.
Why did I stay? What was I doing? I thought he loved me, I saw it in his eyes, but he left, and I think that this is just how life is always going to be for me.
I have no more insight. I am out of wisdom. There is nothing left to grow with here. I cannot make any more sense out of this than I already have.
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